It has to do with more about how she sees herself in relation to others, than me, myself. However, I refuse to let her have such control over my emotions. I get mad, I get upset, and it's all okay in her mind because I'm supposed to just let it go, like everyone else does when she fights with them. If my significant other was the one doing this, people would be telling me I was in an emotionally abusive relationship. But I'm actually . . . I realize this sounds heartless, but I really don't care anymore. She pushed me past the point of no return. I don't want to be treated the way she treats me sometimes, and I don't like the person I become around her. She needs help and I'm not the one who can do it. She needs to do it herself, and I hope she does. But I'm not going to force her to do it. So I'm letting her go do her thing. What she does is up to her.