Step One

Step one of many of learning how to keep my mouth shut.    I feel like I will regret her not trusting me eventually, someday in the future. Someday I'll be sorry and she won't accept the apology. But however long that takes is the time I'll...

A Night

Melancholy, a visit from an old friend.    I think our first loves take a part of our heart that is always theirs. We can and do love another, but there is always a piece of us that still cares for that person who meant so much to us.   ...

Relationships

I'm dating a guy. Engaged actually. Yet I read this story about an asexual who is dating a guy and I identify with them. I think sex is addictive. Something one's body can get used to. Something that can be nice and/or enjoyable. I used to...

I'll Prove You Wrong

I'll prove you wrong, I'm going to become worthy (and guess what, I think I'm already more worthy than you, who is too stubborn and close-minded to even consider you might be in the wrong on this one) long before you ever even take a step outside of...

Raw

Raw Being angry enough To rant to oneself To want an apology Being sad enough To be sensitive towards People telling me to go away Stalking them on social media Wanting them to be happy Wishing they cared Because they no...

Dream

I had a dream that this guy who looked like my ex (this guy actually exists, he's a fellow student) had a crush on me and we were living together and I was in a relationship with my current significant other and I was asking this woman I used to know...